I think you have your goals, but not clear & certain about them.

* I want to BE an artist
* I want to visit Amsterdam
* I want to … etc.

Those are what you want. Keeping a job is your way to get enough cash to be able to achieve those goals.

Don't get confused. Relax. And follow these steps:

1. Identify exactly your best 3 goals. I'll give you a hint here, if you don't know what you want (goals), ask yourself what you DON'T want –that's easy– and reverse them… those are your goals! By the way, be specific as you possibly can. As a beginner, I would recommend you set small goals that trains your muscles!

2. Specify *proper* time frame to achieve the goal.

3. List the first 10-20 steps required to hit the goal. If you don't know how, ask someone who did it before, or find a how-to guide that talks only about this topic. Note: never spend a lot of time on this step, you'll get confused and go nowhere. If you can find a model who can tell you personally how to do it, that's my 1st way to go.

4. Start moving towards your goal. Small & steady steps, keep learning & trying till you hit your target.

That's the big picture.

There are other important things you need in the process, like staying focused, learn productivity, increase your energy and personal power… etc.

Which is part of your ongoing learning journey.

Hope that helps.
Kaled.

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